hey.. uhh lifes not good 2 all these days.. i lost one of the most important people in my life.. and almost lost the MOST IMPORTANT person..

i got into some trouble wednesday and made a huge mistake.. i wuld jsut about give anything to go back in time and change wat happened.. sometimes u kno how like wen u get a feelin in the pit of yer stomach wen yer about to do sumthin u kno is wrong (OR ILLEGAL).. yah well i had one of those.. and FYI.. follow that gut feelin wen u get it!!some'a yawl may think that u can do things wrong and no one will ever find out.. HA!! thats soo faaarr from the truth.. trust me.. i found out the hard way. i mean, how damn hard is it to listen to that little "voice" inside that tells u what to do?? im such a dumbass and i shulda followed my gut... but shit happens and u learn from yer mistakes... God knows i did.

and the other thing.. dont fall in "love".. EVER. it sucks..

R.I.P. Drake Davis    1.4.06

Drake.. u were amazing.. u were the life of the party and one of the greatest people i knew. u always knew how to make us smile and laugh.. only u && God will ever know why this has happened... i wish i could have said goodbye.. bc i never knew how much u meant to me until u were gone.. and im so sorry u were hurting.. no one ever knew.. i want u to kno that if anyone had a clue about ur pain we wuld have been there to help u pull thru it.. it didnt hit me til last nite that u were gone.. i never could've imagined life to turn out this way.. its so hard to smile and have fun w/o u.. things will never be the same && it hurts.. but i know that God wanted u to go.. i hope u are in a happy, painless, exciting place now Drake.. i love u and i miss u more than u will ever know.. im so sorry..                                            Until we meet again..    Rest In Peace..

hey guys..

man tonite was soo much bullshit its unreal.. i cant even believe it happened to begin w/ but it did && it was insane.. haha well its gonna be aight. bc the best thing in a loo0o0ong time happened to me tonite. im finally w/ the guy i've wanted to be w/ for the longest time. i think i have a good feeling about this one but im not sure.. i hope i dont get hurt again. bc i care so much about this nigga its rediculous && i hope it goes like we plan!! but i guess we'll see.. huh?! well uhh i guess thats about all ima say in this entry.. nuttin much else happened tonite besides it was amazing lol && i took the good w/ the bad haha.. literally!!  well its like 4:58a.m. && im psycho for stayin up this late but i cant sleep lol haha!! ttul

 my surgerys next thurs.. ahh  pray harrrrd!!

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                                                          <3 12/29/05 <3

heyy guys.. umm this is obviously my new site!!! i got tired of that old one.. it was like 584752857 years old haha... well anyways.. umm yesterday was effin insane... i went to the mall w/ $440.. && came out w/ like $140.. aint that sum BS.. i need to take MoneyManagement so0oo bad next semester.. but i mean i guess its k bc thats what money's for.. to spend so it'll be aight! umm yah i got a lota new stuff. i love em.. ima be SO FLY when we go bak to school!! haahaa.. yesssss!!

umm no new news on my surgery.. its still Jan 5th && i think it'll all be aight.. just pray for me!!

 ** Please.. Keep Emily Bonds' family in your thoughts &&umm  prayers.. Emily Bonds passed away December 25th, 2005. We Miss her soo much && she will NEVER be forgotten** R.I.P. Emily Bonds 12-25-05 **

Leeme Some Comments so i dont look like a bigg HUUgE loser haahha

i love you <3..

i look mad.. but i aint haha just caught off-guard

my brother also caught off-guard.. @ Waffle House

my amazing daddy.. who i <3 so much..